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DOCTORS' Lounge SPEAK YOUR MIND If you would like to respond to an article in this issue, please submit an article or letter to the editor. Contributions may be sent to [email protected] or may be submitted online at www.glms.org. The GLMS Editorial Board reserves the right to choose what will be published. Please note that the views expressed in Doctors’ Lounge or any other article in this publication are not those of the Greater Louisville Medical Society or Louisville Medicine. A GOOD TRUTH Is Hard to Find Mary G. Barry, MD Louisville Medicine Editor [email protected] F acts seem to be quite fluidly de- fined up there in DC, and some- times right here in the Com- monwealth. Climate change, for instance, is a real and devastating force, hurling vicious hurricanes and flood- ing at the coastal Carolinas just last month. But, the EPA has been forced to comply with executive orders that have gutted the information available on its website. A few years ago, I found a wealth of data there on the Clean Air Act. In April, the EPA announced that it was “removing outdat- ed language on content related to climate.” Currently the website says, “We are updating our website to reflect EPA’s priorities under the leadership of President Trump.” (It used to read, “and Administrator Pruitt,” but he gave up his phone booth in July). The National Oceanic and Atmospher- ic Administration (NOAA), however, still honors scientific facts. NOAA has pub- licized the work of Dr. Kieran Bhatia of Princeton and the NOAA lab. His group demonstrated, via modeling fluid dynamics on supercomputers, that the incidence of far more powerful hurricanes has gone up by 20 percent in the past three decades. He 36 LOUISVILLE MEDICINE showed that storm speed and intensity are both related to oceanic warming to a now far more considerable depth. Even though the words “global warming” and “fossil fu- els” and “greenhouse gases” have all been purged from the EPA website, the truth of the matter is that we humans bear respon- sibility, even Mr. Pruitt and his allies, who deny that scientific realities matter. Last week, the nation was mesmerized by the riveting events of the SCOTUS nominee hearings. On the one hand, “truth” for the victim was regarded as relative, not carved in stone, for such is the nature of memories of terrible, sudden sexual assault. On the other hand, the nominee’s denials were giv- en credence by the committee Majority. The Majority also had access to written materials authored by the nominee even though he had denied such authorship, but refused to give credence to the Minority’s statements that this constituted perjury. Truth seem- ingly was being chased around the room, caught, held down and silenced. The fierce outcry that resulted, the waves of demonstrators, and the fury of women whose suffering was thus dismissed released a tsunami of questioning. Why, always why, is the victim blamed? Why, always why, is the victim punished? The accused cries, “Why me?” And the accuser cries, “Why, because it was you.” “Why me” is a question that doctors must answer, over and over. “Why me?” asks the 34-year-old with cancer. “I have barely lived yet.” “Why me?” asks the 80-year-old smoker with small cell. “The other guys got away with it.” “Why me?” asks the woman with the rare complication, the one that you mentioned only briefly beforehand. “Why me?” asks the guy who fell off the cliff. “Why did you hurt me? Why did you abandon me? Why did you stop my pain medicine? Why didn’t you call me right back?” Navigating the truth – for physicians, it amounts to that – is a skill born of experi- ence. When we know how awful something can be, but know not how it may yet affect a particular patient, how much of the awful- ness must we warn them about at the outset? We have in our heads a litany of complica- tions, treatment failures, and potentially disabling side effects. We have in our words the power of suggestion, which we must use with delicacy always to avoid leading the witness. We have in our hearts the tears and