Louisville Medicine Volume 66, Issue 1 | Page 33

OPINION DOCTORS' Lounge SPEAK YOUR MIND If you would like to respond to an article in this issue, please submit an article or letter to the editor. Contributions may be sent to [email protected] or may be submitted online at www.glms.org. The GLMS Editorial Board reserves the right to choose what will be published. Please note that the views expressed in Doctors’ Lounge or any other article in this publication are not those of the Greater Louisville Medical Society or Louisville Medicine. Taking Your Own Pulse First Mary G. Barry, MD Louisville Medicine Editor [email protected] W hen it comes to cultural and interpersonal bias in med- icine, examine your own conscience first. Trying to accept all patients compas- sionately and without judgment is one of the most difficult aspects of practicing med- icine. Doctors tend to be bossy and critical types. We censure ourselves severely for perceived mistakes, real or not. Yet we might have shied away from censuring ourselves for unconscious bias, which we all must lay claim to as human beings. I was thinking about this the other day because of my irritation with some preau- thorization type doctor far away who was scornful about my patient’s need for both an abdomen and a pelvic CT for her pain. I thought, “This is a lady doc and still doesn’t understand the exact issues.” I thought, “I am failing to explain this correctly.” I thought, “Female docs are not immune to sexism.” I thought, “This is what I should expect when they hire a pediatrician to make decisions on adult patients.” I thought, “At least she’s not a psychiatrist.” I thought, “Some ro- bot bureaucrat has changed the buzzwords again.” I thought, as always, “Why don’t you get off the phone and come do your own damn history and physical and see what proposal you come up with to explain and treat her pain?” (which so far, I have not said aloud to any professional insurance warden, although I have written it in some form in appeal letters). This case just ticked several boxes of my own biases. I am disposed to belittle the decision-making of people who are not of my own specialty and equally disposed to accept the decision-making of people in specialties with a broader patient experience than mine, such as emergency medicine. I’m disposed to criticize harshly those doctors who practice as insurance barrier setters, instead of taking care of actual patients, without knowing anything of their reasons or circumstances of life. I’m disposed to condemn bureaucrats at every opportunity, remaining suspicious that both their goals and their methods are designed to interfere with patient care. I’m disposed to criticize my own gender just as much as I criticize men, because I expect more of a woman and less of a man. This particular barrier doc also had a Hershey, Pa., accent, which I think is one of the most objectionable ac- cents ever (even though Hershey Bars are totally delectable). I have learned at my peril not to discredit particular items of a patient’s complaint. What does not seem to make medical sense often makes sense related to some issue or trauma in that person’s life. When I was younger and had not seen so many sad things, I had to tamp down my internal scoffing even more. Acting on these items however can represent a real problem of bias. Do I ask the patient to undergo ex- pensive or invasive testing to explain his theory of illness, or do I suggest some saf- er temporizing measure of watching and waiting while I wrack my brain further? Because I certainly could be wrong, and he certainly could be right, finding the best course involves pinning down why I am objecting. My vanity, his vanity, my caution, his worry, my disinclination to give in, his (continued on page 32) JUNE 2018 31