Lost in Orange | Page 47

Coping  Mechanism     There’s  a  girl  where  I  used  to  be  from,   colored  her  hair  every  day,   sometimes  bright,  most  times  badly,   or  split  down  the  middle  like  a  schizophrenic.     For  the  love  of  God,  why?   How’d  she  even  recognize   herself  in  that  reflection?     There’s  a  girl  where  I  used  to  be  from,   lived  on  the  corner  of  Washington  &  First.     Her  house  was  invisible,   along  with  her  face  and  most  of  her  clothes.     But  not  that  hair.   That  loud  and  proud  and  muddled  crown.   Working  late  at  bedding  down   under  a  sin-­‐stained  mirror.     For  the  love  of  God,  why?   How’d  she  even  recognize   herself  in  their  reflection?                       47