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Adventures w Raleigh Intern *GAP YAH TRIGGER WARNING – THIS ARTICLE MAY CONTAIN UNRESTRAINED PROSE ABOUT ‘SELFLESS’ VOLUNTEERING, LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCES AND ‘FINDING MYSELF’* What is it? It is a charity that focuses on inspiring young people and communities to create lasting change. That is what it says on their website, but for me those are just words. It is a charity that took me to the other side of the world (for a very large fee but we shall ignore that) to do some incredible things. The core of the charity is about making sustainable change, I know that 2 years on at least some of my changes are still improving lives. The money I paid enabled a lot of more disadvantaged people from across the UK and the rest of the world to have the same experience as me. Gap year volunteering agencies have now become a business. It is hard to tell the difference between those determined to make a change and those determined to make a profit. I genuinely believe Raleigh International does everything in its power to maintain integrity. What did I actually do? I spent 10 weeks in Malaysian Borneo with no access to a phone or internet, cut off from the outside world. The cut off point for me was around 4am UK time on June 24 th 2016. The exact moment leave had won Brexit. I can’t decide if I was glad to miss the aftermath or if I was sad to miss out on all that drama. My time was split into 3 placements. My first placement was trekking through the rainforest for 3 weeks carrying everything we would need in that time on our backs. At the beginning of the trek my bag weighed roughly 25kg, but thankfully got lighter as we made our way through our supplies. This was the ‘self development’ section of the trip. We would set up camp every night, putting up our hammocks and tarps wherever we had got to. We cooked on an open fire and collected water from any nearby streams. The toilet was a hole in the ground with a constant risk of being bitten on the arse by a snake; it is fair to say my fear of unhygienic public toilets felt trivial after. We stopped at waterfalls, so all the white girls could get their Instagrams from South East Asia. We watched many sunrises and sunsets, enabling everyone to have their life changing epiphanies. We interacted with the locals, so we could all feel a little more cultured. However, overall it was tough, but the pain was worth it. I came out with hench legs and a new outlook on life after ‘finding myself’ on top of a mountain (big hill). My second placement was in the few areas of completely untouched primary rainforest left in the world. We were told we were helping a research centre build a bridge and doing some camera trapping. In reality, we moved gravel and cement with intermittent viewings of orangutans for 3 weeks. The living set up felt like the Hilton after spending three weeks on the move. We had toilets, showers, a gas stove and permanent hammocks set up. Unfortunately this was still all outside and a few local animals had caught on to the fact we were storing a lot of food with us. We soon had a Civet, a family of bearded pigs and a tarantula as our pets. We attempted camera trapping but the only animal we managed to capture was a firefly. This really highlighted for me how unpopulated the jungle was becoming. With orangutans on the brink of extinction, alongside other animals, it inspired me to make some changes. Specifically, in Borneo, there is a problem of the