Laurels Literary Magazine Spring 2016 | Page 48

Isabel Sutter “I know. Pass the pepper.” “The night before I dreamt that I was studying at a table in the library. I had headphones on, my arms were crossed, my eyes were down—” “In other words, precisely what you’re not supposed to do if you want to make friends,” Grace interjected pointedly. “Exactly! But someone sat down at my table! They tried to talk to me!” “In your dream?” “In my dream! Doesn’t anyone know anything about body language?” “You call these nightmares?” Grace questioned, tasting a spoonful of soup before pursing her lips. “Are there any bay leaves in the cupboard?” I thumbed through the spice cabinet to locate the jar. Handing it to her, I explained, “With the library nightmare, I had it over and over again. I would wake up with my heart racing and then fall back asleep only to repeat the cycle. If that’s not a symptom of a nightmare, I don’t know what is.” Mixing in a bay leaf, Grace stared into the soup thoughtfully. A twinkle of a smile danced at her mouth. “You know, Ruthie, when other people have nightmares, they dream of falling off high buildings or being chased by monsters. Not of new friends.” “But has a monster ever really chased them? Have they ever fallen off a tall building?” I stood up, grabbed a Clorox wipe from the canister and began polishing the countertop. Lemon-scented chemicals crept under my fingernails as I scrubbed at a spot of dried up tomato sauce. “I suppose not. Try the soup.” Grace lifted the wooden spoon to my mouth. “It needs something.” “Salt.” I licked the broth from my lips. “I bet that every one of those people who dream of gargoyles and skyscrapers has been sabotaged by a human being. I bet every one of them has regretted that day they were partnered up in chemistry.” “That’s a little dramatic.” Grace cautioned. “How much salt?” “Just a pinch. And it’s true!” I insisted. “I don’t regret the day your family moved into the house next to mine,” she mused, placing the lid on the soup. 36