the situation. His understanding of the most
safe and pleasurable way to do it, and his
respectful and thoughtful communication of
that (rather than in a laviscious, crude way)
gave me the courage and motivation to try it
again.
When we finally did do it, he emphasized that I
was in total control, and he was absolutely
respectful and sensual in his actions and
communication. Although I couldn't handle his
being inside of me for too long (I'm anticipating
and hoping that this will change in the future!),
it felt very pleasurable (and rimming- yum- oh,
that felt gorgeous too), and it also gave me
*intense* pleasure to know that I was fulfilling
a long-time desire of his. Most importantly,
engaging in anal sex with him was an intensely
personal and intimate act, and made me feel
much closer to him, perhaps because I had
opened myself up to him in a such a vulnerable
way and had trusted him. Likewise, he is
beginning to trust me also. I engaged in anal
penetration with him (with my finger)something he also had desired. We hope some
day to engage in much more anal play in the
future, and to "up the ante" so to speak!
My partner has gotten me more in touch with
my ass than any man ever has, and I am both
grateful for that and excited by it! The second
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