Tell us about your single FREEDOM, what inspired you?
I wrote “Freedom” about what it’s like to grow up with a parent who is an addict and how hard that can be as a kid. It’s inspired by my friends who had to take care of their parents while we were growing up instead of the other way around. I wanted to tell their story.
What is your favorite line from the song FREEDOM and why?
My favorite lyrics in Freedom say, “Looking for Freedom but it made you a slave. Promised to be there but you never change. You had the choice and you’ve chosen your road - I wasn’t enough to make you wanna come home. “ That part of the song makes me cry every time. Because so often we feel that way.... like we aren’t enough or it’s somehow our fault when other people in our lives like our parents aren’t able to love us properly. I’m learning now that people usually love in their own capacity and ability to love. And often, they really are just doing their best with the framework of love they were given when they were growing up. For example, it’s really crazy to expect someone who was abused when they were growing up to be able to show up or love us perfectly. Not everyone can overcome their past right away and create healthy relationships. And that’s okay. That realization helped me forgive a lot of people and show them grace even when they suck.
What do you want people to take from this song?
The song is really uplifting and has a great vibe so I want my fans to experience that. And if they’re in the same situation where they have to “parent” their parents, I want them to know that they’re not alone. I want them to know how much I love them and that I’m so proud of them.
Is there a hidden meaning in any of your music?
Sometimes I write my lyrics in code. My song “No Gods” is mostly in code.
What drew you to the music industry?
I make music because I want to remind my fans how powerful they are. I want them to know that they’re perfect exactly the way they are. I want them to know that they’re enough.
Which famous musicians do you admire? Why?
I like a lot of old school artists. Freddie Mercury is my favorite right now. I forever love Janet Jackson. I really like artists that aren’t afraid to share their vulnerability.
How do you balance your music with your life?
My life is music. So they’re not really separate. If I need time away from business I like to bake cupcakes even though I suck at baking. I burn everything.
JAMO
Interview
November 2018 - 47 ISSUE