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modelling? K. McCain: Before modeling, I was a very timid person. I had a lot of insecurities about myself and I felt very overlooked. I loved the attention and the confidence that I learned to develop through modeling. Meeting new people, trav- eling and wearing beautiful clothes and taking strong pictures gave me a thrill and I enjoyed excelling in the industry. Runway was thrilling, but the photo shoots and studio time was what made me fall in love with High Fashion. Modeling opened a lot of doors for me regarding my growth and my life experiences. I’ve visited parts of the country I probably wouldn’t have been able to go to, otherwise, and it provided me a creative outlet that I didn’t know was possible. HimPower: What did you dislike? K. McCain: What I disliked about modeling was that I allowed it to change my personality. As I developed my confidence, it began to grow into vanity. For whatever reason, I began to mistake my looks and the compliments from others as my self worth 34  HimPower April 2018 and I got lost for a time in performing for others. I began to feel like I needed to prove myself and earn the approval of people in the industry and it began to weigh on me. This isn’t the case for everyone in the modeling world, but this was my experience. HimPower: What projects or accomplishments do you feel particularly good about and why? K. McCain: I’ve been in Vogue, national commercials, featured in TV shows like One Tree Hill and Homeland and I even received a roll on The Hunger Games movie. But, honestly, I feel the most accomplished coaching emerging models, now that I am retired. Helping them develop and engage in questions and answers and talking to parents about the fashion industry is very fulfilling for me— even more so than attaining success for myself. I like to help, I like to talk and I like fashion. Coaching allows me to do all three at the same time! It’s a perfect blend! HimPower: What lessons did you learn from your modelling experience? K. McCain: The biggest lesson I learned