hepVoice Vol 33 February 2019 | Page 14

Wall of Stories Together, our stories can change the way the world sees viral hepatitis. The stories of those living with or impacted by viral hepatitis can help educate and raise awareness, provide support and inspiration, tackle stigma and discrimination, and highlight the true impact of this global disease. Each month we share the story of someone whose life has been affected by viral hepatitis. This month, we hear from Colleen Price from Canada who shares her story. 14 hep Voice FEBRUARY 2019 name is Colleen Price. “ My I am 45, a survivor of trauma, addiction, hepatitis C and HIV who resides in Ottawa, Canada. At the time of my hepatitis C diagnosis in 1997, it didn’t overly impact me. I saw hepatitis C as a chronic, manageable disease that would probably take many years before it became an issue. My GP didn’t encourage treatment as it was very difficult at that time and my liver was not problematic. I lived in silence and denial. Then, in 2000, I was diagnosed with HIV. I associated both diseases with a death sentence at first and for a long time after. With the combined diagnosis, I reverted into a helpless and hopeless mode, relapsing to cocaine use and increased drinking, which culminated in a DUI. For me, this was a final wake-up call and I subsequently entered a drug treatment centre. I thank my illnesses because my paths to my own destruction were ingrained and my denial and negativity were absolute. Mental re- framing, harm-reduction and support have all helped me to break the chains of addiction and self-destructiveness. I am in recovery from addiction and always will be. I am not ashamed of hepatitis C or HIV or my past. I am who I choose to be now. The hardest part emotionally was disclosing my diagnosis to my partner, parents, friends and employer. Treatment was an emotional, physical and spiritual roller-coaster but in the end, I persevered and completed treatment. The journey changed me from victim to survivor via strong emotional releases while on hepatitis C treatment. I have run into many barriers individually, clinically and systemically. Co-infection was ‘double- trouble’ mentally, physically and spiritually, yet I have evolved. It is a continual period of both challenges and growth for me. I no longer feel shame, guilt or fear. I have found a way out of depression and despair. I have found acceptance, empowerment and hope. I am still very much a work in progress, as I re-define my identity, my values, my goals, my dreams and as I face chronic illnesses. I have been working as an advocate for access to care, treatment and support services including mental health, addictions and peer support. I encourage testing and treatment if possible. Treatment can and does work; it is difficult, but there is hope. ” “I no longer feel shame, guilt or fear. I have found a way out of depression and despair. I have found acceptance, empowerment and hope.” See more stories and submit your own at www.worldhepatitisalliance.org/wall-stories “The hardest part emotionally was disclosing my diagnosis to my partner, parents, friends and employer.” hep Voice FEBRUARY 2019 15