Ghost Ship | Prison Renaissance Prison Renaissance Special Issue Volume One | Page 36

This

is a

Fire

Emile DeWeaver

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I wanted to become

When I was 6

a movie theatre. Masses

would gather at my

doors, dreamy for

the world within. Lovers

would strain armrests,

wild fingers spreading

zippers; boys would lob

popped corn from my balconies;

mothers admonishing children

not to be like boys, not to

stare at zippers, would take

napkins to chocolate-dirty cheeks.

My father was walking me across

a dry field fenced on the traffic

side when I told him; he plucked

a Marlboro that glowed like a siren

from his lips, tossed filter and

flame onto the tinder—no son of my father would have strangers

crowding inside him and sticking

gum under his seats and

spitting semen on his carpets.

from his lips, tossed filter and

flame onto the tinder—no son of

my father would have strangers

crowding inside him and sticking

gum under his seats and

spitting semen on his carpets.