FreestyleXtreme Magazine Issue 16 | Page 94

It’s cool having that kind of support, man. That’s the only way it could happen. How did you practice for the run into the loop? Did you speed check yourself? Dude, this is where the story gets almost disgusting - it makes my belly shake, you know. We were doing it in February/March in South Africa. The team was meant to be there for four weeks, but it took us four weeks just to build the thing. The loop was finished literally the last possible night we could have done it. We were all working in the dirt until midnight then I went to bed to get up at five and start preparing to hit it. Mentally preparing? I’d been trying to mentally prepare myself probably since the previous September, because I had a good feeling that it was going to happen. It was just a lot of meditation, a lot of thinking about the process of riding it - kind of accepting what could happen to you if things went wrong, and being okay with that. Really dark stuff, man. It was really messed up now that I think about it. I would never do this again, but at the time it just felt right. I only had about maybe three hours with that loop before I had to hit it. Did you have any science to help you as well, did anyone work out the speed that you needed to enter it, or was it just gut stuff? I had a couple people take a crack at it, but they all came back to me with different answers. Oh s**t. I was like dude, I can’t trust these guys. At the end of the day, it’s my life. So I decided I would make runs past the loop and have someone film it - then watch it back and decide which speed was going to be the best. The day before I was going to hit it, I made maybe five runs with different speeds. But it was too late and we didn’t get the chance to watch them properly. I watched them on the small camera screen and I kind of got a feel for what speed I wanted to go. I tended more towards more speed rather than less speed. The physics taught me a lesson about speed... So what happened? It was gnarly, man. It happened really 94 | FreestyleXtreme.com “ I came across guys doing loops a hundred years ago. At first I thought it was fake, but after a bit more digging I was like wow, this is actually the birth of freestyle mountain biking. quick. I remember I was on the dropin and I just thought I couldn’t live with not trying this. I felt like if I didn’t roll down the ramp I’d be dead inside. I’d be dying every day. I just dropped in and gave it my best. As I touched the bottom transition I couldn’t move and I knew I was in trouble. I pulled so many G’s that it wouldn’t let me lean. As soon as I realized I couldn’t lean, I was just like, oh no. Before I knew it, I hit the top transition and it just doubled the force on me, and my chest pretty much smoked my handlebars and then I got thrown out the side. As soon as I went out the side, it was just like you’re an idiot, you did it now. You did the one thing you’re not supposed to do. I took a deep breath and shit got really real, really quick. As soon as I saw the ground, I knew I wasn’t going to die. I saw it and I was like all right, you know, you’re going to live. I thought that maybe I’d lose my legs - and I just hit the ground the best I could, because I’ve hit the ground quite a bit. Just hit it the best I could but unfortunately I landed on the freaking run-in - so it was like cement hard. I rolled over after I hit the ground and wiggled my toe - and I was the happiest man in the freaking world. Everyone was freaking out and I just felt so bad because everyone believed in me so much and I just felt like I let everyone down. That was tougher than anything else. I hundred percent should have died. I don’t know how I survived that, you know? My ankle cast is getting off next week, which is insane. My wrist is going to be a little bit longer because they did the surgery three weeks after. It’s insane. I am super lucky - especially when you see Steve Smith passing away and Kelly McGarry, Dave Mirra. This has been a horrible year for bikes. It’s been terrible. Where does that leave your desire to go back and accomplish the loop? Is it done and dusted? You know what man? It’s definitely a hundred percent possible - and you could for sure even make a bigger one if you wanted to. The error was trying to squeeze it into too small of a time. I had too much on my shoulders and paid the price. Whether or not I’m going to do it again, I can’t really say. Everything would have to be absolutely perfect, because I’m never putting myself in that kind of danger again. What’s the plan for the rest of the year? Any other projects? I’m just being real present at the moment and trying to get he