Far Horizons: Tales of Sci-Fi, Fantasy and Horror. Issue #18 September 2015 | Page 34

Once and Future King She laughed, although her concern had changed to hurt from his rejection. “You take it so to heart.” By Mirren Hogan Heat. Stuffy, close, heavy with the odour of bodies and cold food. The smell of ale on tabletops and breaths. In the hearth, flames shimmered, red, orange, yellow dancers flickering to their own music. Smoke rose and hung across the room like a shroud. It was vaguely reminiscent of the pyres, used to burn the bodies of the slain on the day’s battlefield. The battle, they won, but the grief of lost friends and the joy of grinding their enemies into the soil of Britain kept the revelry going on from the early evening, far into the night and on into dawn. By the time the first of the feasters swung the door open and staggered out to make water, Arthur’s head had begun to pound. Sobriety, in spite of consuming several mugs of ale and two nights without sleep had begun to take its toll. He felt a soft hand squeeze his and smiled, Gweneviere’s lovely face, eyes full of concern looked back at him, drawing some of the weight from his mind. She always had that effect, but his headache was undiminished. “Are you well, my lord?” she asked, her voice soft, loud enough to only reach his ears. “Well as I can be.” Arthur withdrew his hand, lowering it into his lap. “Well as any man who led three hundred men to their death.” “How can I not?” he asked, his eyes flicking past Gweneviere to Lancelot who sat on her other side. He was no longer speaking or thinking of the battle, only the rumours that had reached him of his queen and his champion. He loved her so dearly, he could not even ask her the truth of it, the images haunted his sleep enough without learning she had betrayed him. “Excuse me, my lady,” Arthur’s hands went to the arms of his chair and he levered himself to his feet. “I believe I shall retire for the night.” She made to follow, but he waved her back into her chair. “Nay, you stay and enjoy the festivities; I would not have it spoilt for you for the sake of my own temper.” Gweneviere lowered herself back down and nodded, damning herself in Arthur’s eyes with an uncertain glance at Lancelot. For his part, the King’s Champion merely looked amused, though he half rose to bow before Arthur turned on his heel to leave the room. *** The frigid dawn air hit Arthur’s face like a slap. He walked, hearing only the crunch of snow beneath his boots, not knowing which way he headed or why. His head pounded hard like a hammer at an anvil and he grimaced. Lights throbbed in front of his vision. It took several blinks before he realised they were in his eyes, not bobbing torches as he’d first supposed. He squinted, attempting to see, to focus on the lights. Are these the ghosts of the defeated come for retribution? But the lights wouldn’t oblige, wouldn’t be 34 00