Equinox 2019 | Page 6

Papu

Gabriella Tomasetti

As my body rested on the rough sheets,

my dazed head hit the pillows

The struggle of my eyes closing,

my lashes glued to my lids.

My eyes burned from sleepless nights

Awake from sunrise to sunset

As light peaked through my shades,

Only one person appeared in my mind

My heart pounded out of my chest while tears subsided

Numbness around my whole body

I couldn’t feel one thing, but the emptiness in my heart

My bones were aching, I felt so weak.

My mind wasn’t clear, the only sound I could hear

was a buzzing noise leading me to my fears

Twisting thoughts, not knowing what was real.

Images filled my head, as did memories that I wish I could relive.

I’m happy he’s better now, but I wish I had more time.

He isn't truly gone,

I know he will always be looking down

It’s really true what they say, family is everything

And nothing lasts forever