Equal Fashion Magazine Vol 4 | 2016 | Page 122

Equal Fashion Magazine Vol 4-2016 Heather Mclean I am a single mother with three beautiful children. I work in a private day nursery. My main interest was training in the gym where I used to compete at a high level. My world revolved around training, dieting and competing! I loved it, although the judges didn't appreciate the tattoos and shaved head! In that world they mark you down for being different. Unfortunately my first love was taken from me when I was diagnosed with a very rare muscle wasting disease. Dermatomyositis. I lost three stone of muscle in less than a year. It was a giant kick in the guts. I was really sick. It was out of my control. However instead of dwelling on the negative (quite frankly I was mortally depressed every time I looked in the mirror) I regrouped and battled on. I changed my goals. 122 I still train in the gym. I beast my tiny baby weights. But I took the opportunity to embrace my other love which was frowned upon in the competing world. Tattoos! If I weren't such a wuss i'd be covered head to toe by now. I got my first tattoo at 14! And slowly started a collection. I love old school traditional tattoos. Amongst many other styles. None of mine have any deep meaning. I just got them cos I like them. Although I do have my mum and dad on there, with me for life! In the future I would like every inch of skin covered. I'm an all or nothing kind of girl. My mum asks me what the heck am I going to look like when i'm an old lady. Well I reckon i'll look pretty awesome! Grey hair with a blue rinse, wrinkly skin covered in tattoos! They say you never feel any older, even when ur eighty, until you look in the mirror. So in that case, i'll never change! Xxx