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her suffering soul. She confided to Him that one of the hindrances to her road to holiness was suffering much persecution for Jesus’ sake. He counseled her, “It is because you are not of this world that the world hates you. First it persecuted Me. Persecution is a sign that you are following in My footsteps” (Diary, # 1487). II B.27 This “Bread of the Strong” Gives Assurance of Victory, Amid Persecutions 172 One day, Sr. Faustina confided to Jesus that she was suffering much from “persecutions” and “misunderstandings” due to abiding with Him faithfully. Yet, only the Lord Himself understood what she was going through. Alone, she was a helpless soul. But, “this Bread of the Strong” gave her the “courage and strength” to fulfill her “mission” and to do whatever the Lord demanded of her. Thus, she feared missing it; and she prayed: O my Jesus, You alone know what persecutions I suffer, and this only because I am being faithful to You and following Your orders. You are my strength; sustain me that I may always carry out what You ask of me. Of myself, I can do nothing, but when You sustain me, all difficulties are nothing for me. O my Lord, I can see very well that from the time when my soul first received the capacity to know You, my life has been a continual struggle, which has become increasingly intense. Every morning during meditation, I prepare myself for the whole day’s struggle. Holy Communion assures me that I will win the victory; and so it is. I fear the day when I do not receive Holy Communion. This Bread of the Strong gives me all the strength I need to carry on my mission and the courage to do whatever the Lord asks of me. The courage and strength that are in me are not of me, but of Him who lives in me – it is the Eucharist. O my Jesus, the misunderstandings are so great; sometimes, were it not for the Eucharist, I would not have the courage to go any further along the way You have marked out for me (Diary, # 91). 172 Ibid., Faustina, Diary, # 91. 81