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But, in God’s grace, she felt joy in the depths of her soul, instead of anger or spitefulness, which surprised a Sister who had felt sorry for her. Sr. Faustina then came to realize, “I see now that a soul cannot do much of itself, but with God it can do all things. Behold what God’s grace can do. Few are the souls that are always watchful for divine graces, and even fewer of such souls who follow those inspirations faithfully” (Diary, # 138). (Diary, # 1033): Sr. Faustina had to deal patiently with herself, realizing her limitations. She wrote in her Diary, “When I see that the burden is beyond my strength, I do not consider or analyze it or probe into it, but I run like a child to the Heart of Jesus and say only one word to Him: “You can do all things.” And then I keep silent, because I know that Jesus Himself will intervene in the matter, and as for me, instead of tormenting myself, I use that time to love Him.” (Diary, # 1087): At another time, Sr. Faustina’s patience with herself was tested when she repeatedly attempted to practice a virtue, but then failed repeatedly. She said to herself, “I kept doing the opposite and slipping into the vice instead. Even worse, I did it ten times more frequently.” While reviewing her plight, she heard Jesus say, “You were counting too much on yourself and too little on Me.” She then learned the reason for her lapses too. III B.10 The Practice of the Different Virtues in Sr. Faustina’s Own Words (Diary, # 401) (10.1) Affability [Behaving appropriately socially with others] Religion [Giving due worship to God] Both are allied to Justice, a Moral/Cardinal Virtue 245 The days at home passed in much company, as everybody wanted to see me and talk with interest to me. Often I could count as many as twenty-five people there. They listened with great to my accounts of the lives of the saints. It seemed to me that our house was truly the house of God, as each evening we talked about nothing but God. When, tired from these talks and yearning for solitude and silence, I quietly slipped out into the garden in the evening so I could converse with God alone, even in this I was unsuccessful (Diary, # 401). 245 Ibid., Waldron, “Virtue,” The Catholic Encyclopedia, Internet, 3. 141