Creative Sacred Living Magazine June 2014 | Page 45

God gave me the gift of a miracle today.

My best friend died recently…actually months ago now.

Since her death, I have grown angry with God,

kind of that Love Hate relationship.

I know I can’t live without God,

but living with God without Laurie became too painful.

That’s where the anger came in.

You see, Laurie and I…

our whole relationship revolved around God.

We were prayer partners.

We would read the bible together, share devotionals

and how they were speaking into our lives,

we would pray together, do ministries together...

we were there for each other through thick and thin.

I refer to Laurie as my Spiritual Spouse.

There is a huge whole in my life without her.