Cornerstone Magazine: Spring 2015 Issue | Page 18

And He Began to Teach Them Many Things An Interview with Professor Matthew Harrison ELIZABETH JEAN-MARIE For the Fall 2014 issue, Matthew Harrison wrote an article called “Invited to Care” about his calling to teach mathematics to those in prison. EJ: When did you write the article? MH: I wrote it about a year ago, I got some feedback from some friends and then submitted it to Cornerstone. I always had some of a little bit unexplained interest in doing work involved with prison—I didn’t know exactly what it was. I remember thinking about how I could get involved. The only thing that seemed feasible for me was teaching; I wasn’t a clergyman, and I didn’t do any social work. So I thought, maybe I could teach. I looked it up, you know, wondering, “Do they offer that in Rhode Island?” And they do. The Community College of Rhode Island runs classes in all of the state prisons in RI, and offers associate’s degrees. Every year they have a graduation and a handful of students get their degree. I was on sabbatical two years ago, and at first I thought maybe I shouldn’t start teaching in prisons now since I’m pre-tenure and doing a prison thing wouldn’t protect my position enough. At the end of the summer, I had gone to bed one night, I was lying there, I had this very clear sensation that I was at a crossroads in my life, I could either follow the prison thing or not. So I got up, sent an email to this guy at like midnight or something, saying I’m at Brown and I wonder if there’s a way to get involved with teaching. He emailed back immediately saying, “I need you to start teaching now.” I said, “Wait, wait, I was just looking to explore” and he told me to send him a CV. It turns out that he had a math teacher that had just backed out. She backed out, and I sent the email the same day. You could call it a coincidence, but I really think that God had a hand in that. I got tossed in teaching business math at the men’s maximum security. I’ve been teaching there two or three years now. We’ve gotten other Brown faculty, Janet Blume, and some grad students involved. I envision Brown growing some sort of program. 16 CORNERSTONE Magazine Because of that moment and that coincidence, I feel like I was called into this. I’ve always understood the prison work as a religious calling. You would think I would have a lot of things to say about prison, but really I just go in and teach math. In the beginning I struggled with whether it was okay to care for someone who had done something wrong. I decided yes, which from a Christian perspective, makes sense. You always think about other people who might be more deserving; but I came to terms with it, and that was the essay I wrote. EJ: You came to terms with it because of your faith? MH: Being a Christian and having that worldview, that’s gonna be how I come to terms with a lot of things. Those emotions I had, connected to learning about what this person had done...my faith resolved that for me. It definitely wasn’t the Christian perspective that caused me to question whether I should be there—I tend to be on the love and compassion side of Christianity rather than the fire and brimstone. I think it was just a visceral reaction to have to work with somebody who’s done something terrible and to care about them and care about if they’ve done well in math, it was that weird contrast in my mind. My faith was helpful in resolving that. It wasn’t paradoxical. You would think I would have a lot of things to say about prison, but really I just go in and teach math. EJ: So how do we show grace and mercy to others? MH: I have led a sheltered life; I haven’t felt really wronged by people. So this was the first time that I really—not that I needed to forgive anyone personally, but I could imagine myself somewhat in the shoes of the victims. Someone said (I can’t remember who) that there’s a distinction between justice and compassion. Helping people who really need it, someone who is impoverished, whom life has given lots of problems to, and needs a job? That’s almost more justice. Whereas compassion is more like helping people who don’t deserve it; you could argue that it’s somehow more just to not have that. I remember that it sort of resonated with me in the prison context that Christ calls us to be compassionate in th ]