contritions of the phoenix zine june, 2016-updated | Page 17

Spoiled Milk.

day 405 of

refrigeration: my insides have turned to

chunky vomit and sulfur that scares

the demons away—but the darkness,

blinding in its

righteous fury, cradles the worst

possible evil—

a stillness only achievable in

photographs, paintings, rigor mortis

but i am not art. i cannot

die. i can only curse

my mother cow.

the fox on the side of the road.

cunning can’t save you

now, old dog, new tricks

up your nose, down your

throat, decongestants for

arteries clogged up by

love, or something like it—

we all sail across the highway,

women out to sea, looking

for our loyal crew lost to

time, drugs, money, only

to find their body baking on

concrete, sweet cherry pie

ripe as apples for picking

by vulture beaks or goth kids

who worship animal bones,

wear them around their necks