Cider Mag June 2015 Issue 50 | Page 26

Leslie’s Movie Review Kurt Cobain Montage of Heck I By Leslie Johnson f you were around in the early 90’s and turned the radio on- because that was our only source of music other than MTV (before MTV turned into garbage television with NO music) you always heard Nirvana. It was a time of flannel shirts, ripped jeans, baggy sweaters and Seattle. Nirvana was all over the magazine covers and constantly in the news. One of several alternative bands from which an entire genre was born--otherwise known as the grunge era. We all saw Cobain’s drug use. We all knew that he, the lead singer and guitarist of Nirvana, was married to that train wreck. His personal life, along with his music was permanently displayed on the MTV headlines. Kurt Loder and Tabitha Soren made their livings off of Cobain on MTVNews. But we viewers only saw what they wanted us to see. Back then doors were still closed and secrets were hidden from view. Today privacy doesn’t exist like that because of the power of social media and the fact that everybody has a computer and a camera in their pocket. This film artfully examines the unglamourous side of their story. Completely composed of interviews with friends and family members, notebook and other entries from Kurt himself including many drawings, lyrics, and ideas, footage from home videos and backstage. Here, we see a new version of a twenty year old story that’s always been somewhat of a mystery. Beginning with Cobain’s childhood growing up in Aberdeen, Washington, his history begins to show us what made him a dark soul. Coming from a divorced family and being moved around from home to home because of behavioral issues, this caused Cobain serious angst and the painful feeling of rejection from those who should love him unconditionally--his family. Segments of the film are told by Cobain, as he 26 • CIDER MAG • cidermag.com reads from his journal or while recording a song; each of its layers is brought to life through some fantastic animation. Entirely scored with Nirvana’s music, the renditions of their songs are particularly eerie and spooky. The story told in this film is quite depressing and one could even say a bit disturbing. Many of Cobain’s entries were about suicide, or about his lack of feeling accepted by others. It is all very sad and dark in his mind, although in the footage shown he always seems to be smiling and having fun, albeit strange and twisted, but fun none the less. The director, Brett Morgan, interviewed Cobain’s mother, Wendy O’Connor, who told what it was like with Kurt as a child. She described him as a magnetic and compassionate boy. Then as a teen who was clearly gifted and tormented. His mother honestly reveals her own mistakes, as well as her deep love for her son. A quick interview with Kurt’s father, Don Cobain, and his stepmother, Jenny Cobain, basically shows why he and his wife asked Kurt to leave their house twice in one year. Kurt never really lived with his father for a long period of time after the separation from his mother; they were too different. In the interview, his stepmother does most of the talking. They couldn’t handle Kurt she said. He was starting to do naughty things like stealing and smoking. He was in need of an outlet, which he soon found in music. Cobain started playing with drummer Dave Grohl (Foo Fighters) and bassist Krist Novoselic out of a garage. Before YouTube that’s how bands did it. One disappointing piece in this film was that Dave Grohl was absent from the majority it. We saw him in footage early on from the band’s interviews but there were no interview from him, leaving the film feeling a bit empty. We do, however, hear firsthand June• 2015