CANADIAN PHYSIQUE ALLIANCE JANUARY Magazine | Page 42

WHAT HAVE I DONE? I am writing for a national newsletter, sharing myself on a level that feels way too vulnerable at the moment? Why? Because I don’t like what I have to share right now. It’s not dropped weight and sizes and kicking ass in the gym. Yes, there have been those wins, but I am so focused on what is ‘not’ happening or being done that for the last two months I didn’t write a column. I feel like an idiot and no one wants to share that. This focus has been the backbone of a negative, no scratch that, challenging state of mind I have been rockin' towards the gym and nutrition. No matter how lean I get, if I don’t work on my state of mind and belief systems, the pay off is, well, nothing is going to feel like a win! IF I DON'T WORK ON MY STATE OF MIND... NOTHING IS GOING TO FEEL LIKE A WIN