4
supposed to feel that way when about to leave his/her whole life behind and
start a new one, right..?
She remembered her dear mum, who probably wouldn’t miss her that much..
She would probably be delighted that she got rid of “Sarah” without any effort
done from her.. At least “Sarah” thought that her mum won’t miss her in the
times she was sober..
She grabbed the café’s menu when she saw the waiter coming near her table,
because she felt guilty for sitting there for almost two hours and ordering just
two drinks, and not even finishing one of them..
Her eyes ran over the names in the menu wondering what to order next, and
before her eyes, lined the names in a neat writing: Frappuccino, ice mocha, or
just plain Nescafe..? She felt that the first two drinks were too fancy for her right
now..
- Cherry coke please...
Didn't know why she ordered that.. She felt that maybe a cold drink would
make her feel better..
- .. With a cup of ice please...
She found herself continuing fast, Cause she didn't stand to drink from the can
directly.. The waiter walked away smiling after writing down her order, leaving
her alone facing a monster feeding on her soul, that was her mind..
Her boss at work “Mahmoud”..?
Mmm.. Her disappearance would probably be the best thing he had heard of
for a while, as he wasn't on her fan list unfortunately, because he didn’t like that
she kept pushing him away unlike the other girls at work.. She smiled over the
thought of the change happening to all these lives on just one simple change