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idea, the concern, and from her friend's concentration with her words, while
"Nadine" herself felt that she was only talking crap, "Rania" never told her of
that scarf she was making for her.. Maybe that's her way of saying goodbye..?
Wasn't the most shocking loss she passed by in her life, but it shocked her
enough.. Her whole world lately was circling around her neighbor.. Her drugs..
Her radiotherapy..
What also helped her to concentrate with her neighbor's condition was that
almost all of "Nadine’s” relatives stopped caring after finding there was no
hope for her.. After all, they have more important things to do with their lives
than caring for an ill woman with no chance to survive..
The most shocking part for "Nadine" was all those drugs the woman took.. All
those radiotherapy sessions she was subjected to.. All the prayers she prayed
hoping to get better.. All of this went with the wind.. What was the use of
anything then..?
That was why "Nadine" made her choice of leaving the hospital without telling
anyone, and also leaving this whole world on her terms and on the time she
picks.. She won't wait till she loses her hair and her beauty like "Rania".. Won't
wait to see sympathy in the eyes of people around her, not to tell there won't be
a lot of them.
She startled on seeing a guy grabbing a chair to sit on her table.. He must be the
one.. He knew her from the blue dress with the white scarf like s he told him she
would wear..
She didn't have a clue about knowing him or how to recognize him as he didn't
agree on telling her in the emails they exchanged.. She thought that weird, but
since he was supposed to be a professional, and since she was the one who
needed him, she decided to follow his rules, deciding it was a clever thing to do