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of blood that wouldn ' t stop growing , and all around the place where her scattered belongings and purse and soul , and in the sink there were signs of blood .. Wasn ' t the first time for me to see a dead body , but the state itself made me shiver ..
Death and blood and pure overwhelming silence , except for the scattered continuous furious talking between the people standing at the door .. Idiots .. If you wasted half that effort in helping the girl when she was alive she wouldn ' t be dead now , but all you were good at was talking and judging her being a sinner and whether she would enter heaven or not .. At that moment my eyes dropped on her left hand and saw the cuts in it which made it obvious that she left our world completely , anyhow I decided to do anything since I ' m already here , so I measured her pulse from the other arm , but we were too late .. I stood up again feeling guilty as if I was the cause of this ..
Then a horrible thought crossed my mind .. While I was having my dose in the other room , all soaked up in my self-drama , that poor girl was spending her last moments on that earth .. Was she feeling lonely ..? Feeling that no one loved her ..? That things could never be better ..?
I looked at the guy standing by the door who was watching me silently , and when he saw me standing he asked :
- Is there any hope ..?
- Unfortunately no .. She lost too much blood , and there ' s no pulse at all ..
Leaning on the door while still inside the room , I found that guy pointing at me secretly to stay inside , before looking towards the end of the corridor that led to the main hall , and before leaving he whispered :
- call the cops ..
And from outside I heard a man ' s coarse voice :