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4 All I thought about at that point was a simple question: what made a beautiful young woman like her jump from the edge of life with such a violent method..? Wasn't the first suicide case I passed by, but every time I saw one I felt the same shock.. Shock from that operation that took a human being who was moments ago moving between us, smiling, walking, laughing and frowning just like us, to another world that had nothing to do with the one we were in.. I leaned on the wall beside the bathroom, then lit a cigarette to empty my nervousness in, while wondering about how much courage that girl managed to have to do this.. Was the right description even courage or despair..? Despair from her life ever getting better.. We'd never know, That was when I saw that guy pointing his gun at us to get out.. ****