Badassery Magazine September 2017 Issue | Page 49

H ave you ever had those small whispers that make you think, “What if I did that?” Usually they’re met im- mediately with, “Well that’s cra- zy and completely unrealistic!” What would happen, though, if you decided to actually follow that whisper to see where you ended up? That’s exactly what I decided to do. In February 2017, I was sitting in my home office in Chicago not really sure where I wanted things to go in the near future. I was recently out of a relation- ship that I never wanted to have end. Everywhere I looked, I was still surrounded by his stuff and our life together. I knew he wasn’t coming back to live in the apartment we had made a home out of, even though his stuff was everywhere. I started to contemplate what I wanted to do once our lease was up at the end of July. Did I really want to continue to live in the apartment by myself again once all his stuff was out? Not really. That’s when the voice hit. “What if you got rid of all your stuff, didn’t re-sign your lease, and just traveled?” I had always wanted to just pick up and leave just to see what it would be like, but it was never a feasible option. Immediately ego came in, “That doesn’t make sense. You have cats. You don’t have a car. Where the fuck are you going to go? You hate change. That’s so unlike you!” For the first time on that extreme of a level, I decided to listen to the whisper. “I’m go- ing to do it. I have no clue how, but I’ll figure it out.” Over the next 5 months, I dwindled down my almost 1100 square foot apartment to 2 sets of things: First, 2 Rubbermaid tubs and a cedar chest I would keep at my parents’ house and then, the stuff I could fit into a midsize SUV I would rent. My original plan was to keep big items in a storage unit, such as my piano and my 5-piece bed- room set. As I got rid of more and more of my things, I had less of an attachment to my stuff and just wanted it gone. For a little while, it looked like family was going to take my piano. As 4th of July came and went and I still had a piano in my apartment, I knew it was time to get serious about getting it out. My ex had been really amazing about being willing to get rid of anything that was still left in the apartment after I left, but I had a pretty strong feeling he wouldn’t appreciate being stuck with a piano. One and a half weeks before leaving, I was talking to my coach, “What the fuck am I going to do?” She reassured me, “It’ll all work out. Even if it happens last minute, it will all work out.” I went back to my strategies I use when I want to manifest anything -- focus on what I want, visualize it hap- pening, FEEL it happening, continue to tell myself, “It’ll all work out because it HAS to.” For both the piano and bedroom set I just kept saying, “Let it be easy. Please just let it be easy.” I sim- ply followed inspired action and BOOM! Within a couple days, I had 4 interested prospects in the piano, two who came to see it, one who paid on the spot and the next week it was gone! I had multiple interests in the bedroom set. The next day, a woman, her husband, and her son came out and completely dismantled the bed and moved all 5 pieces of the bedroom set out while I sat and collected the 48