away from the man who tried
killing me, I still did not have the
self confidence. It was there, I
just did not grasp it! I did not do
the inside work to get to it. I did
not give myself credit for how far
I had truly come. And here is an-
other bullshit story, I wasn’t good
enough because I wasn’t where
everyone else was. Who said
what I did wasn’t good enough?
It was me, not anyone else. I had to completely shift what
I was doing. I wanted to give
others this moment. I wanted to
give others the motivation and
support they needed to go for
the gusto. My business would be
different because no one else had
the experiences and information
that I have. Yes, some of it is the
same and similar but it really is
different. So I say what bullshit
story are you telling yourself?
The minute you realize your
accomplishments are awesome,
you are good enough and you are
a badass, it is so like the heavens
are singing and a golden light
is coming down. If you haven’t
experienced this, it is something
you will not forget. The minute I
realized I have been bullshitting
myself with my business, it was
like a heavy weight was lifted
from my heart and my shoulders.
It was like a whirlwind of affir-
mations, intentions, and A’HA
moments run through your head.
It was like a bomb went off in
my heart, my head and my whole
body. I was alive again. I knew I was telling myself is that I
wasn’t good enough or accom-
plished enough. That I hadn’t
done what so and so did. That is
just it, I didn’t have to do what
they did. I was doing amazing
things all along even though the
times I was wanting to die or
tried killing myself. I was amaz-
ing all on my own. No one had
given it to me. I had earned it. It
was there all along. My heart had
been singing my true dreams and
passions all along. I just couldn’t
see it through all the bullshit I
was telling myself.
am telling myself because there
always are, I now have a direc-
tion that lights a fire under my
ass. It makes me Sassy! It makes
me Fierce! It makes me, ME!
Things change and we have to
roll with them so that we do not
get stuck in the bullshit stories
again.
I want to thank Brittany Peter-
sheim, Meredith Watson and
Debbie Pace for getting me
where I am. There are a nu-
merous other people as well. So
thank you everyone!
There are more bullshit stories I
About the Author
I am a single mom of three vibrant girls who loves to
ready, write, play Diablo and a kick ass DJ for the
Kingdom of Loathing game. I have gotten my business,
Sweet and Sassy Organizational Styles up and run-
ning. It has been open for one month! I have a group
and blog that gives more tips and tricks on organi-
zation. I am also excited to be getting an associates
degree in small business management.
You can find me at https://sweetandsassystyles.square-
space.com/
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