I
’m just going to put it all out there
now and expose someone I love
and respect for hiding behind a
mask and not being authentic, with
herself, her friends, clients and
readers. I’m also going to abso-
lutely forgive her and do this with
love because my heart knows it’s
the way to address this.
I’m genuinely grateful for every-
thing I have in my life and I can
look you in the eye and say that
does include the more challeng-
ing aspects. I am extremely care-
ful about who I let into my world.
You can keep the bitching, moan-
ing, gossiping, judgmental crap to
yourself. I surround myself with
positive, supportive, encouraging,
inspiring people and I do my best
to be one of them.
I do my best to live according to
the Law of Attraction and I believe
in it as whole heartedly as I be-
lieve that if I jump into the ocean
I’ll get wet. When times are tough
I do my best to focus on all the in-
credible things and people I have
in my life and not to dwell on what
I don’t have.
I’ve given you so many clues about
what’s coming this is borderline
predictable but I implore to stay
with me as shit is about to get real
here and you might need to hear
this.
It is ME that I am about to ex-
pose. Notice how many times I
have written “I do my best”? This
is deliberate. The truth is it’s not
always second nature, I’m human
and sometimes I absolutely FAIL to
keep it together, to stay positive.
As a Theta Healing® practitioner I
work with subconscious beliefs. I
find the cause of the belief that’s
preventing you from realising your
dreams and then I change those
beliefs so you can get on with hav-
ing a kick-ass life.
I rarely work with anyone who
doesn’t have some variation on
the belief that certain emotions
such as happiness, love and joy
are “good” and safe to express but
resentment, anger, guilt are “bad”
and must be denied. It sounds like
there’s truth in there but there’s a
small reason wh y these beliefs do
not serve us. We are all human.
We feel and therefore need to ex-
press and honour all emotions. We
cannot fully love and accept our-
selves if we are judging ourselves
for what we feel.
“Focus on the positive, be grate-
ful, be patient, keep the faith”. This
is becoming a modern day man-
tra. Rules to live by. This is where
I’m going to start to call BULL-
SHIT. Sometimes life really freak-
ing sucks. It’s all well and good
knowing your beliefs and thoughts
are causing your reality but what if
right now, your life is a car crash
and you’re doing everything you
can to change it, with love and
gratitude but no matter how hard
you try you cannot find the belief
that is causing you to choose the
thoughts that is creating your mis-
erable situation? Then what?
I recently found myself caught in
this weird cycle of minding my
thoughts, concentrating on think-
ing only good things and denying
what I was really feeling and then
getting frustrated and angry with
myself for doing so. You can see
how this backfires.
This is like laser focusing on the
belief that you only deserve good
things and a good life if you only
think good thoughts all the time.
So, if your home is wiped out by
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