Badassery Magazine February 2018 Issue 21 | Page 51

I first noticed I was lost in my messy middle shortly after the birth of my second child. Al- though I didn't have a name for it then, I knew I was exhaust- ed and it was starting to show. I had just come home from hospi- tal with my infant - for the sec- ond time. At 1 week old my little guy went into ICU for 5 days as the infection he had