Badassery Magazine August 2017 Issue | Page 42

-round? Simple, I made the choice to. I choose to create a ritual for myself that I show up for daily. I chose a coach and mentor that would hold space for me, not pussy foot around me and tell it to me straight. I made enough excuses for myself, I needed someone to call me out on them. I obviously couldn’t overcome these destructive patterns alone or I would have already. I chose to change my diet, initially only for 40 days, of no alcohol and no refined sugar. When I needed to cry, I cried. When I felt tired, I slept. When I was inspired, I took massive action. I stopped making excuses or looking for a reason to derail myself. Even on my worst days, I still showed up for myself and my daily practice. Even when it was imperfect or I only had ten min- utes. I changed my perspective of things that were “not working” in my life. Every negative thought brought awareness to what I still needed to work on. I set goals and made steps each week to achieve them. My life isn’t per- fect, I am not financially wealthy and things go wrong daily. The difference is I am happy. I know a delay in getting what I want is not a denial, I know something not working is out is actually something working out via divine guidance and I know what it means to have faith. It all be- gan with a choice and each day, in each moment you have the free will to make that choice to change your life or self-sabotage. What we resist the most in our lives, is what we need to embrace the most. Are you ready to make that choice?  About the Author Johanna Burkhardt grew up in San Diego, CA where she spent most of her time living an unfulfilled successful life. Always seeking the next big thing, career advancement, business and even partner that would fill the void in her soul. Never truly dealing with the cause of her emptiness, she made a decision to uproot her kids and life and move cross country to a one stop sign town in North Carolina. She soon discovered that she couldn’t out run her fears and limiting beliefs as they were fiercely thrown in her face over and over. Johanna experienced extreme anxiety that caused paralysis in half her body leading to the mis- diagnoses of a stroke and depression so strong she found herself at the brink of suicide. It wasn’t till she released the reigns of control and surrendered to a higher power of her own understanding that she was able to begin a heal- ing spiritual journey filled with forgiveness, acceptance and complete awareness of her own actions. Today she spends more time in faith than fear and truly understands what it means to live a peaceful and joyous life. After working in the corporate world and owning several businesses, she answered the call to light the way and began empowering other women to transform their lives, up level their business and awaken their souls. She believes we are all here for a reason. Our greatness awaits, we only need to be willing. Johanna has been seen on The We Club, as a guest a blogger on Life Coach Spotter, she is an author with a book in the works and a speaker holding live workshops. Johanna has graduated from Marie Forleo’s B-School, Gabby Bernstein’s Spirit Junkie Masterclass Level 1 and Jack Canfield Coaching. 41      