ARTiculAction Art Review - Special Issuue Aug. 2016 | Page 107

Lillian Abel ICUL CTION C o n t e m p o r a r y A r t R e v i e w Special Issue these apparently opposite levels of consciousness? Thinking too much destroys the creative flow. Feeling too much does the same. There needs to be balance. The conscious and subconscious exist together at all times, however, when creating, the subconscious has more control than the conscious mind. When I see surprises in the work it appears I am in touch with my subconscious, perhaps even universal consciousness. When I contemplate the work after its completion, finding forms not particularly remembered and experiencing them change and move to something else as I watch them creates in me the same wonder experienced in nature. Every time I look at the completed work there is always something new to find. I am in a meditative state when I’m painting, thus the question of; where is the paintings origin and how did it come to its current state? The next question would be “How do I know when the painting is completed? It’s knowing and trusting when to stop. Your organic work to deconstruct perception also accomplishes an effective investigation about the relationship between the phenomenon we perceive from the outside and personal imagination, due to the way we reelaborate our personal substratum and the universal imagery we draw from. What is the role of memory in your work? We are particularly interested in how you consider memory and its evokative role in perceptual process. The Memory of a thing or a place is always distorted by our continued remembering of it. Conversely, the energy and sensations of nature remain with us always as strong 29