Aerie - FHS Literary and Art Magazine CANON - 2019 Issue - Volume 14 | Page 55

MYKIAH CARRINGTON-ZURITA

Q: What is your experience with writing?

A: The first stories I wrote weren't even written. Rather, I would just make stuff up on the spot. I would speak images into existence for Nick, my younger brother. Being an older sibling, you're used to caring for your younger sibling, so that was part of me caring for him and part of me making sure that he wasn't feeling lonely or bored. For me, writing began not on the paper but began as something to help my little brother with. As time went on, I actually fell in love with it.

Q: Do you aspire to continue writing in the future?

A: Yes, I would actually like to write novels. Writing has become a part of my soul and it feels like my heartbeat gets translated into words. For me, writing is such a big aspect of who I am that I definitely do want to incorporate it into my career.

Hi, I’m a black girl,

And I am nothing but

Kool aid and lazy days

My intelligence -or lack thereof- further pronounced by the curls in my hair

And the black of my skin

Hi, I’m a black girl,

But thankfully not a black guy,

Because they get hit with police brutality

From all sides

Characterized as walking homicides

Skin as dark as the malice they carry

And the dirt surrounding the bodies they’re bound to bury

And unlike our brothers,

Smothered with gun powder and blind eyes

The only thing us black girls are, is sexualized

Hi, I’m a black girl,

And I’ve had my kinks and coils burned straight

in between the heat of our eurocentric media

My skin a reminder of the

Lack of authority within the minority

The only time black represented in history is in slavery or

As thugs on TV.

Hi, I’m a black girl,

Despised since the day America was colonized

Dogmatized as the inferior Jim Crow

A negro

That only knows how to obey those with ammo

Trapped in this undertow of woe

And although we struggle to breathe

We know that there is a beautiful tomorrow

Hi, I’m a black girl

My name is Mykiah

And Lolita

And Maria

Don't forget that Carrington-Zurita

And I recognize that I am minority after minority

And its about time

That we all learn to love that idea.

Thank you.

Kinky

Originally performed at Freedom X 2019