Abington High School Student Arts Magazine 2017-2018 | Page 53

QUESTIONS

Gracie O'Connell, 2021

Such hatred in this world

Making her feel out of place

Putting her stomach in a whirl

Not knowing what dream to chase

The abusive words hurt the most

Now she’s feeling distraught

Thinking to herself, am I even close?

Will I ever earn my spot?

Hoping to be filled with elation

Questioning if her storm will end

Possibly ending her frustration

It’s just so hard to comprehend

She’s a fountain full of fears

Overflowing with emotions

Oh no, here come the tears

Everything is slow motion

Her body is being taken over

She’s now dilapidated

Waiting to be named a leftover

Wondering will I always be hated?

The feeling of exclusion eating her alive

Seeking solace

Forever stored in the archives

She says “I will never be seen as flawless”