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In the moment of devastation I
tried to tune into the Mayors speech
to capture a way to make some
sense of this moment, but I
completely zoned out. I felt
worthless, stupid and violated by my
own judgment pitted against my
being. I was taken back to the
moment when I was in 5th grade and
was suspended from school for bad
behavior, and survived a parental
beating that my psyche wo