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I started exploring other employment options, since I
did not desire to work with people I considered to be
out of integrity. I told all my friend and family I
had begun to hate going to work, and I set a date to
give notice. When the day arrived, I still did not
have all the details ironed out for my new position,
so I decided I would stay on a while longer, in the
job that I hated, with people I did not respect, until
I had something else confirmed. Who was out of
integrity now? Well, the Universe heard my
strongest message, “I’m leaving on such and such
day,” and supported me in that manifestation. I was
fired for the first and only time in my life. Though
the circumstances around the discharge were unfair,
my retrospective lenses showed me I needed to
leave to restore my integrity, and leave I did, albeit
quite involuntarily and abruptly. I also later saw the
mirror held up to reflect something additional in
that conflictual relationship. The practices enacted
by my former employer and the program manager
indicated major feelings of lack and not-enoughness.
My taking a job I was highly overqualified for and
choosing to stay only out of desperation to pay my
bills indicated my major feelings of lack and notenoughness. Mirror, mirror on the wall.
The final example played out last year when a former
partner had an affair with a co-worker, and eventually
ended our relationship of four years. I will not go into
all the details, but suffice it to say that infidelity