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A Cry of An Orphan An Orphan from South Korea A few days ago, a lady in her mid 60’s with a tiny body came into the office and shared with us her testimony in tears. This was her testimony: Our Mission Center has had some complications as we tried to follow the leadership of the Holy Spirit in making a decision to help an orphanage. “I became a war orphan right after the Korean War. I cannot remember anything because I was too young. We especially we had many concerns as we heard about the negative reports within the Korean orphanages that were established by U.S.A. after the Korean war. As I watched many kids admitted into the orphanage because they were wandering in the streets without parents, I assumed that I probably was like them. The life at the orphanage was hungry, lonely, and hard. I never had enough food to satisfy my empty stomach. Furthermore, compared to the amount of food I ate, there was so much work to do like cleaning, laundry, and field work. My wish was to eat enough and sleep in late without working for once. When we sent our pictures to the United States, Americans sent many resources. However, only the children of the orphanage director went to a prestige school and lived in the nice home. Nothing was passed onto us. “A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling. God sets the lonely in families, he leads out the prisoners with singing; but the rebellious live in a sun-scorched land” (Psalms 68:5-6) I wondered about where all the materials went and later I found out that the Director had sold all the materials and spent all the money for his own family. But, if I wasn’t able to live in that orphanage in those times, would I be here right now?” She had a bitter smile by the end of her testimony. Thus, we sometimes had to request for thorough reports, sending a person to confirm, and even asking questions to the children to find out the reality. However, one day the Lord brought us to the realization that taking care of the orphans was not the mission center’s task but God Himself ’s. Also God made us to understand that everyone including our mission center, the director of the orphanage, all the workers at the orphanage, and every sponsor is with a merciful heart and is partnering with Father God’s work. Since then, our focus has beccme building up the alter of prayers.” “Let our hearts become like God’s heart toward the orphans! It is solely by God’s mercy that I can be in this place.” Just as this lady’s confession, our God is restlessly looking for the ones who are orphaned physically and even spiritually to become a father to them. Wouldn’t you like to jump in and be a partner of the faithful love of God today? www.coj.org 7